Fireworks =)
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This is how terrible the traffic is
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Merdeka !! Merdeka !! Merdeka !!

Selamat Hari Merdeka !! Daulat Tuanku !! Today is 48th Hari Merdeka ! A remarkable day ! =) Dun mind me .. as usual, I will be very patriotic. So of coz I will be super happy for today !


30th August 2005 - Tuesday

HAPPY BDAY TIAN AN !! May the Good Lord Bless ya with thousandfolds !!

Offday at home .. dad at home as well, nothing much to do in the day time, went to bank in the afternoon .. and trust me, is very bad idea espcially is end of the month .. thought that branch will be very lil ppl, and once I stepped in ..*shocked* press the number .. TREEET-TREEET *paper come out* 2056, look at the current number, 2018.. *calculates .. * 38 ppl !!!!! looking at the counter and realise is only 2 counters operating .. urgh !! and is fweaky 1.30pm, I promise to lunch with Jessie at at least 2pm !! Patiently wait and wait .. "God .. help me !!! " after few person .. then sudd someone nudge me on my shoulder, turned my head around and saw 1 malay guy, he gave me 1 paper and the number on it is -- 2026, he smiled at me, and I took the paper and thanks him .. somehow is much more better than my 2056 rite .. then I realized, the number by that time is 2025 .. Amazing isnt it ?! I got my stuff done and on my way to Kota Kemuning ! Got there slightly lil late .. and had lunch with Jessie, and some talk, after never see her for 8 months or so.

Nap a lil while, parents woke me up, and they told me that they going for dinner, and remind me to fetch my sis .. urgh .. Got some light dinner after fetch my sis then off to fetch Esther mui and TianAn. Went to ss2 Murni for a lil celebration for TianAn's Bday. Good thing our food was served quite fast and got them back at home b4 their curfew ..

Went to Pyramid, thought can met up with Jaslyn, Andrew for the count down, and .. yeah .. reached the Sunway Hotel that side at around 11pm.. heavy traffic and thought I can make it.. but somehow ..

31st August 2005 - Wednesday (MERDEKA !!!!)

When the clock strikes at 12 midnite, I STILL IN THE FWEAKING TRAFFIC JAM !! Can u believe it ?? when the clock strikes at 12, I was just barely reached the juction to Pyramid .. Every driver was furious bout it .. we get down from our own vehicle .. with camera held in our hand, looked up to the sky .. just waiting for the moment.

Everyone start shouting when we saw the fireworks, non stop snapping the pics, and some even use the video camera to record down. =P The moment we in the middle of traffic jam and celebrating in our own vehicle .. pathetic isnt it ?? Everyone was out from their own vehicle and watched the fireworks which duno last for how long .. maybe 5 min ?? Wonder how if the car move ?? haha the car is not moving any inch at all ! I took some pics using my camera and record a 45sec short clip as well.

Finally .. finally .. move out from the traffic jam and got myself a parking space which some distance away from Pyramid. Met up with Jaslyn, Andrew and .. the new fren I met -- Olivia. Chatting infront the Pyramid main entrance, waiting for the traffic to be clear then we moved to Tmn Megah Ming Tien for supper ..

Lots of talk .. talk talk .. and then realised wats the time is .. is 3am ! Send Olivia back, and rush back immediately for my dad had called me .. oops-sy. Good thing never kena any lecture =D. Thank God for that .. was so tired ..and straight away slumber into dreamland ..

Holiday Holidaaaaay !!

Woooooooohooooo !! Holiday is here !! =P Of coz I dun mean the school holiday that just passed .. which all of the school ppl haf to go back . and face all of ur exams .. muahhaha ... I just simply mean that my offday that is 3 days long. Not bad .. after 2 weeks .. and no idea y my headache start striking me . .and at least now is much much more better.

Saturday 27th August 2005

Jamie Pettit is in RLC together with Tony Cribb (Did I get his name correct?) Today the PraiseTeam was super alot ppl for .. erm ..... how long ? =P Cant remember when is the last time that we actually having so many ppl on the praise team neway .. yet .. the whole main hall is like pack with ppl. The praise and worship is our band together with Jamie himself .. the way he conduct earlier and turns up super chunted =D. After the p & w .. he solo with around 6-7 nice songs ? Lost count on that. He got a good voice and not to forget those nice songs with nice lyrics.

MeiYean was like .. "Tai har sai!" (cantonese) when she sees me .. =O then she say I hutang her choc !! haha cham la .. is like all my mui all so up for chocholate ..

Well, there is ppl that never left the place with nothing at all .. at least there is some ppl actually invited JC into their heart =). Ameeeeeen for that !!

Left church at 8 soemthing, got some lil chat with Uncle Andrew and Uncle Patrick at the DreamCenter then cabut ! Called Esther Mui and confirm that her dad and her is in 1u ... Earlier ago, I promise that will join them for movie. Reach 1u at duno wat time .. which I stuck in the parking lot .. turning and turning to search for parking space, Thank God for grant me a parking space at that time. Met up with Esther mui at the .. wat Ramen restoran adi ar .. that time was around 8.45pm, her dad insist me to order food, coz we stil got time till the movie start.

Get myself a plate of delicious fried rice, and some hot tofu soup from her dad. Went to the GSC cinema, we are watching The Cave. Got ourself some drink and 1 popcorn. then .. the seat was like .. 2 rows away from the screeeen .. eeek ! haha, not a big prob to me, at least I got the enjoy 2 seats alone (it was only 2 seats on the side) .. erm .. where is Esther mui and her dad?? *pokes* Is just behind me of coz =P.

Bout the show ?? Erm .... so-so la .. ok-ok la .. haha but dun ask me watch for 2nd time can adi =P, will never think that the show is worth for 2nd round. =) But neway .. Thanks Uncle for the treat !! Appreciate it alot.


Sunday 28th Augst 2005

Tony Cribb is the special speaker for the day !! A speaker that walks alot =P Powerful messages .. nice messages, I will be so so supprise if someone told me that he or she fell asleep during the message. I stay for 2 services and yet I still dun think is boring or so ..

Actually .. nothing really much happen today .. hahah just the morning part, went back home at around 4pm .. then snoooooze off on bed .. wat a tired day .. =)

:: Listening - Deliriou5? : I Could Sing of Your Love Forever ::

Happy Bday Natashaa !!

25th .. seeing everyone was discussing wats so special bout 25th August .. and no idea y it happen so. Then .. just looking and what they saying .. anniversary . this and that .. bla bla bla ... then I start thinking, how bout me .. and realise there is none ... BUT !! .. But .. =P B4 I off to bed .. realise this ----

HAPPY BDAY TO NATASHA !!! My most super manja mui of all .. and also the youngest of all (no offence for the others yah =P) Happy sweet 15 bday ! =) sowee for no pressie yeah .. I will get u one .. after I got my pay 1st la =P But 1 thing I noe for sure .. is .. I still owe u an album =)

Working is fine .. fine as usual .. enjoy as usual .. just duno y today is like more bz than the other days.. Crap .. my head is so pain till the whole day .. my head is like cracking into pieces, maybe my migrain is back again .. urgh .. neway .. pain goes off by now adi ..

Today lunch . .never go out .. eat in office again .. boss belanja ?? haha kinda =P coz Joy wanna eat pizza .. so Mitch and me eat with her .. u cant ask her alone finish it rite =P So .. grab 2 slice of the duno wat pizza .. which Joy said she got pizza for 5 days in a row .. (whoa .. )

Not a bad day .. got lots of talk with Joy .. =P haha coz she follow me here and there in the office .. so get to talk to her .. and got all the tricky maths question from her as well .. urgh .. make my brain cell also duno how many die coz of that .

:: Listenig - Hillsong United : Look to You ::

Got Bless again =D

Another working day of mine, another day that I facing the computer from morning till evening .. Somehow .. everyday is kinda like excited and happy go to work, get to learn new things day by day. Of coz .. sometimes will feel the lil pressure that is on me.

After went to bathroom, walked back to my place, then I passed Aunty Julie's table, she passed to me this 3 ties, and told me is from Pastor Joshua .. *stunned* hahah I guess is my only 3 ties by now =P But y tie ler ?? =P Is that mean I suppose come to work wearing tie ? hahha I really hope not, I dun haf any clothes can go with tie most of the time. Normal work can la .. if want more grant .. erk .. dun think I got any.

For the pass few days, I've been doing the editing of the video for last Sunday message, then my mind stuck with the time when Ps Joshua was saying .. bout Lechmi .. and Shanti .. I really stick my mind into 1 particular thing .. but will it be like what Ps. Joshua said ?? In God's eyes, Kamala is the best .. .I wonder. .I wonder ..

God .. help me . .

Happy Bday to me !! =P

Work is fine . .everything is really fine to me =) . Video editing is really time consuming and .. urgh . hate to spend all my time starring at the doink com and so on .. At least today .. spend almost whole day just to do the editing and so on .. at least I get to learn something.

Was told that today we will be having lunch in office .. so no nit go out to get food or "ta pau" back. Aunty Julie told me .. it will be nice foooood .. haha I start drooling once I heard dat =P U guys noe that I really up for nice nice fooood all the time. What will I get to eat later ?? =P Neway .. when is 12 something .. I smell it .. is CURRY !!!! Maaaaaan .. haha I love Indian food .. but curry .. =( I cant really take spicy stuff laaa ... *worried*

Everyone gather around the some sort of makan place .. with a cake on the table ... and lots and lots of food was beside another table .. is Buffet style =P. But ... a cake that with 4 candles and the word "Happy Birthday" on it .. sapa punya bday ?!

Ps. Carey called the name ... Uncle Patrick, Ps. Elisa, Lydia and ben .. *nods nods* .. eh .. wait .. Me ?! Erm ... but .. but .. but my bday was 3 months awaaaay .. haha but neway .. Paiseh laa .. we sing some bday song .. which is .. "Happy bday to all of u .. " Greeet each other .. and we blow the candle together and each of us cut the yummy yummy carrot cake =D

The bday ppl get to take the food first .. 1st impression at those food is , Yummy + Spicy + Extra Spicy, but the reality is .. Yummy + Spicy + Drooling =P Hmm .. Looks like everyone in the office really really love to eat Indian food =P esp the curry and so on. The food is just super yummy .. I got myself at least 3 plates ?? =P Include naan.


Nice working place. .nice colleagues .. nice boss =D

:: Listening - Hillsong : What the World Will Never Take ::

Rojak Post !

Erk .. is been a super long time that I dint post (haha I guess . lazy to check back) There is so so many things that I wanna post in here .. but aih .. I guess this will be one of the long long post =P few days stuff all campur aduk in side aje ..

Friday (19th August 2005)

Potbless !! Potbless !! So so excited bout it .. and yet I really really thought I can go off by 5 and reach 1u and get Cheese dip that request by Cow, and get some paper plates, cups and fork and spoon requested by Huiyii .. Somehow .. some reason that I still in the office when the time is 7pm .. hahaha cant finish my work .. so overtime !! But neway .. I still able to reach 1u at 8.10pm (speed all the way) Get 2 Baskin Robins .. and get marshmellow .. then off to CG ..

Everyone was there .. and yeah ... Im the latest, suppose start at 6 .. but I reach almost 9 =( Oh well .. put the ice creams in to freezer, then joined LekSoon, Cow and Kryz at the table .. while some group sitting playing Uno . some sitting outside happy BBQ-ing .. which I never get to eat what they BBQ .. haha =P Other than the only marshmellow that the nice Huiyii BBQ for me =P

Tons of laughter when they start playing twiter .. Herman really the master of the game, the way the twist his body is like .. Whooooa .. haha .. Ivan won the game neway .. But everyone is like sweating all over, erm ... WengSoon, Hazel, Cow, Ivan, Herman is playing the game .. and the game lasted kinda long =P for pics ?? ask from Meiyii la .. hahaha

Lots and lots of food to eat .. Melvyn brought the super rich chocolate fudge cake .. which none of us can actually finish off our own piece. We have lots of food neway .. Noodles, Curry puff (which I realize when im full .. ) Sausages (never get any), Ice Cream (Baskin's of coz .. and none of them left), marshmellow and etc etc .. Urgh .. very full after the cake fill in my tummy.


Saturday (2oth August 2005)

Work and work and work .. running around for almost the whole day, with my walkie .. up and down the hall .. Set up the PA system and so on .. Get to talk to Angeline for a short lil while .. and realise that myshoutbox is alwiz down?? Eh .. dint realize ler .. she suggest me to place a comment or something like dat .. I tried too .. but erm .. skin corrupted for I duno what have I actually removed to get the comment tag works .. so .. I decide to place another taggie and .. terpaksa take out my still beta version of the skin, which I still got lots to change ..

Back to home and Im really tired ... a long day .. that I kinda stand by in the Bethelem Cafe for some creative meeting .. *yawns*


Sunday (21st August 2005)

Reached office at 7.35am .. late a lil while... coz cant wake up =P. Is Sunday k .. haha ... forget to grab my jacket .. and I really regret, coz the main sanctuary is so so so Cold !!! Almost freezing while standing at the PA box.

Moved to the Hall of Miracle for the chinese service, get to do with the slides, and listen to Ps. Carey speaks .. bout the Hope and Hopeless, but never get to finish it, half way I back to the Main Hall to shut down the system there.

After work .. back home and is 5pm =( So tireeeeeed .. and later haf to fetch Daniel and David from the KJ LRT station, only get to sleep for around 20min ? Then off to Nick's house with Daniel and David in my car, reached there, and ... there is lots of in the house, RueyWen and Esther mui arrive later .. having some fun .. but mostly chatting for me, Jolene and Joel walked back to my house with me .. to get the camera (Yeah .. my house is very near).

Thought can get to mamak today, at least Monday Im off .. but .......... sigh...... most of them pulled off the last minute, curfew and so on .. Neway .. postponed the plan to next Saturday .. hopefully can this time, and looking fwd that I dun need to stay back that long after the service ..

Back home .. and fall alseep infront of my com .. hahahahha =P

:: Listening - Beatles : Drive My Car ::

3rd Day of work

3rd Day of working by now .. tmr is going to be my 4th day of working so far .. feels like .. I've work for at least a week .. but is actually only few days, aiseh .. did that give u a feeling that I dun like my work ?? =P

Settle down well, today rain and rain and rain, brought a jacket and wear it when I need it, it is super cold in the production room neway .. facing those PCs and equipments.. the aircond must be strong to prevent they burn off. Today came back very late ... due to staying back to get my work done .. but I havent !! hahaha shall cont tmr. Leaving late + traffic jam = late home .. crappy traffic in these few days, drives me nuts, go everywhere also traffic jam ... doink la !

Waaah !! =P 3 Si fu of mine take turns to teach me stuff ... Esther jie jie, Ivy jie jie and Mitch ! =P Everyday learn new stuff .. day by day I get my brain stuck with all sorts of work stuff, so far so goood la =) Actually is really exciting to get to learn new stuff, coz u will never noe what u going to learn, and most of them are so so interesting. At least ... now I noe how to handle a easy and simple PA mixer system =) but havent got any experience yet =P

Tmr got Potblesss !! Im so so so blesssss by the Lord =D. After work, direct go 1u to get the cheese dip and . not to forget -- Baskin Robin Ice Cream !!! Uncle Patrcik might drop by =P He start drooling when I told him that we might having Ramly burger and Baskin Robin Ice Cream =P But he say ice cream is fattening .. Nvm laaaa .. those guys in SS2 CG can eat so much also wont get fat wan la .. =P

So so so excited bout tmr !!! PotBless + CG + Work + Learning = Hyper Excited !

But this is my 1st time wont be attend the CHS CF for this 2 years time .. so miss them..

:: Listening - Red Hot Chilli Peppers : Californication ::

1st day of work

WHeeee !! 1st day working =D. Work in the house of God and happy to be in the house of God serving Him in the other way. *happy happy happy* Excited all the way .. cant really sleep during nite .. woke up early and got myself prepared and off to work. Good thing is ... never late for the 1st day of work, instead I kinda early a lil bit.

Esther sifu =P told me to sit at 1 side 1st .. while waiting for her to fin her kopi =P Told ya I was kinda early. She tour me to the pantry 1st . . then she passed me 2 packets of super yummy biscuit, =P is it I long time never had any peanut butter biscuit or is jus the taste really that nice? Sit at 1 side .. muching the biscuits that she passed me while waiting for her.

Tour start .. and got thru places by places, room by room .. Intro person by person .. from front to back .. hahaha tons of names that I really haf to remember .. erm, not really tons of them la, but a number as well. After tour .. start observe and learn some technic and skills .. then hands on work !! Was kinda nervous bout how to edit .. but then, found out is not that hard, which I still remember how to =P and yeah . get it done b4 I cabut balik. Wub video editing, but hate when they become so sensitive which causes me non stop capture and capture again, and time consuming ! Argh !

Lunch with Kelvin and Mitch.. Mitch belanja me =D Thanks alot !! hehe .. 1st day .. and guess I really sesat on where to eat and what to eat ... erk .. hehe but the food is not baaaad. Is really cheaper alot if compare to CenterPoint which I use to eat at there everyday for 4 years.

Working .. is some sort of fun for me by now .. =)

:: Listening - Too Phat : Anak Ayam ::

Jim Carrey

Yay !! Finally it did rain today, not very long, but is heavy enuff to clear the haze I guess =). We shall see that tmr, and I guess could see the blue color sky ~ That I missed so much after the haze =P

Got nothing to do now .. so just come here and post something, what should I post ?? there is nothing much happen today .. so even I wanted to post bout today .. also nothing interesting ... =P But the nite is soooooo boring .. and I dun feel like wanna sleep now. Bleeh .. lets talk bout my fav actor - JimCarrey and TomHanks

The 1st time I noe him .. is when I watched Ace Ventura - When Nature Calls, haha and is really funny, since that time onwards .. then my aunt intro me the 1st episode, Ace Ventura - Pet Detective. Then I start likes his show, he is a good actor neway =). Years by years, I aware on the show he acted in, I've watched Liar Liar, Truman Show. Maybe ppl will think that he only noe how to act those crazy whacky show .. but actually is not =). If u watched Truman show, then u noe he can be whacky and serious at the same time. If not .. The Majestic will be a good example. Somehow .. then I only realise, he did acted in The Mask, and Batman Forever (He is the Riddle). Somehow .... ever heard of The Cable Guy ? Starring JimCarrey as well .. if never .. goooood ! Dun watch it !! I heard b4 .. how terrible is the show is .. and I did watched it, realise .. is such a terrible show which actually nearly end JimCarrey's acting life. But good thing is .. after the show, Truman Show is on .. and he is back =D.

Is real fun watching the show that he take part in, just like those recently wan .. Bruce Almighty and The Series of Unfortunate Event. =P 1 is Whacky and another is villain, Count Olaf =D. I still looking forward for those show he is acting in .. =)

TomHanks is also another good actor and director =). Band Of Brothers is directed by StevenSpielberg and TomHanks. I did realise bout TomHanks when I watch The Green Mile .. and yeah .. the only show that makes my tear drop. Heeeey .. but that show is really touching .. is much more touching than the Titanic.

Lets see, those show that I've watched that is starring TomHanks, will be .. Forrest Gump, Catch Me If You Can, The Terminal, The Green Mile, Cast Away and what else ?? haha cant recall back anymore =). But I loveeeee those show.

Urgh .. really got nothing to do now . brain stuck !!! bleeh .. stop here la .. haha .. what a cacated post I have today ..

:: Listening - Hillsong : God He Reigns ::

EPL + Mixer .. Mix wat ?!

Finally !! after around 2 months of suffering no footie to watch .. and now EPL is back !!! Yess !! hahaha MU won Everton by 2-0. Score by Ruud and Rooney. Happy happy starting by snapping 3 points on the 1st away match of the season. Good play by them, and hope they can win the EPL champion this season.

Off to church at 2.30 .. late for Kingdom Keys for the last time.. hahaha I guess .. and I do hope I still can attend the class in future. Kryz, Cow and Melvyn arrive late .. and we couldnt fin off Chapter 9 today, need to continue next week.

Went up to service, and I stay in PA box this time, sitting infront all the TVs. Not handling any of the cameras today, and Ivy showed me all of the machines up there, which I duno most of their name.. haha but I noe must be very careful to handle each of them, and involves lots of technical stuff to do. 1st time seeing how do the mixer works, and get to used for a lil bit =P. Ivy told me lots of things bout it .. really really excited bout it, learn new stuff again .. haha. Neway .. it was kewl .. really kewl that get to sit there .. observe the how the whole thing works, and how to handle each of them .. and listen to Pastor's message.

Somehow .. =( I might cant handle any of the camera anymore .. due to working, I might haf some other stuff to do .. which could cause me no longer in those ministry *sob sob* Maaaaan .. I really really baru get use to it .. and now I might wont need it anymore ?! =( wargh ..

Potbless on the coming Friday !! Wheeeeeee !! Evil Meiyii got her evil plan again !!

:: Listening - Planet Shakers : Burn ::

1 Years Old !!! + Fellowship and fellowship

Yay !!! 12th August .. My blog is finally 1 years old ! 200 over posting include pics have been done and changed the skin once =). The current skin I using is the 2nd skin since I start blogging a year ago. Started off with taking Kryz suggestion, which ask me join the blogging world ... 1st thought was quite boring, but so far .. so good =D

In this whole 1 year of blogging, I've known 2 frens thru the blog word - e2wen and gilavern =). My blog skin from the plain white feminine type and become what u see by now .. the skin that I actually modified over and over again, and is at least 40% diff with the original look.

Thank God the haze is getting much more better today, at least it does not contain that much of smokey smell in the air, no longer choking everytime u take a deep breath .. and no longer aching my eyes. The haze seems clearer than any others day this week.

Went out at 11am, hehe and it was a good one . Thank God for answering the prayers and thanks alot to all the ss2 CG for taking up the effort praying for me that day. The prayer is answered ... and in return and for celebrate I got my job .. BASKIN ROBINS ICE CREAM FOR POT-BLESS !!

Went to Center Point with TianAn today .. masuk the bookstore and looking around, testing pens and take a look on some books... then proceed to Canaanland and trying to scout for a small version of KJV bible . .but cant get any of them .. discuss bout some books, albums and even bible .. and then he got the latest Hillsong United - Look to You for his friends (such a nice fren isnt it ?) =P which reminds me that I havent get that for Natasha .. haha.

After scout for CDs, books, went down to ATC (the name of the kopitiam in CenterPoint .. just incase u duno), whatelse ? Bungkus food la .. haha, lets see what did we bought .. chicken rice for Zoe, Some noodle soup for myself, 3 packets of prawn mee for Gwen, Esther mui and TianAn. Went to Esther mui's house to eat .. and for some fellowship of coz. Is alwiz fun to fellowship around. After the food, help her to do some com stuff.. teached her some tricks and tips .. as well .. then one day I need to go install a software for her.

Noe wat .. among everyone in the CF which I gonna so miss them sooon . real soon .. the only person I worried bout is Esther mui... she more to keep stuff to herself all the time, even when she having probs or anything .. sometimes . be her gor that beside her, tryin to help her around. I noe I so gonna never get to meet her for very long time, today I took the effort just for visit her and talk to her abit. When she sad .. just wanna be there, share her probs .. make her smile .. Ya noe .. is alwiz nice to see .. when she start smiling at u after she cried .. those times that we used to spend and talk in the car right infront of her house .. I guess that only happen for once a long long while.

"Lord .. I commit Esther to your hands Father, You have a plan for her Lord, make her strong and stand firm with You and for You, grant her the strength, the wisdom, the knowledge, the perseverence, the patience, the fire that to serve in You and cont to glorified Your name Lord. Bless her and guide her thru the way of her daily living life Father. Comfort her whenever she needs You Lord, give her a spiritual hug when she needs one Lord. Once again Lord .. I commit her to Your hands Lord, walk with her and be with her Lord.. "

:: Listening - Planet Shaker : Rain Down ::

Tuesday + Wednesday + Thursday

URgh !!! today the haze is getting more serious and I can even smell the smoke in my house, whatever I see .. seems very blur .. Neway .. lets talk bout what happen for the pass few days

Tuesday (9th August 2005)

Woke up very early .. and prepared myself for the interview. Left my house at 9.20am, and .. nearly late (whoa !! bad traffic) Reached there barely 5 min early than the time I suppose be there. Sat at the lounge and waiting ppl to come to me .. somehow .. around 10 min later. Ps Elisa took my files and have a look in her office .. that 20 min of time .. is really scary. After that, went into Ps Carey's office .. and some lil interview .. and yeah .. they told me lots of stuff that I actually duno, is bout what I suppose to do when goes for an interview .. 1st time formal interview and .. yes I did learn alot.

Do I get the job ?? I've done my best, and I leave it all to God by now.


Wednesday (10th August 2005)

Stay at home for the whole day .. thansk to the haze again. Weather is hot .. is so smokey ...

11pm, Kenny send me a sms, telling me that .. having blackout at his area .. and I actually laughed at his bad luck =P *evil* Dramatically ... an hour later .. While I was watching The Mask infront my com .. and suddenly I couldnt see anything .. y ?? coz is BLACKOUT !! Blackout while the weather is so hot and so stuffy ?? This is really B-E-A-U-tiful .. Lying on bed ( yeah i noe is hot) and playin sms with Rachel and Meiyii ... hehehe supprise how I actually can sleep on the hot weather that without fan or aircond ?? =) Last time the Bkt Cahaya is more stuffy and more hot then that ... so basically .. hehe no biggie .. Thank God electric back after around 1 hour of cut off.


Thursday (11th August 2005)

Heck .. more smokey and haze got more worst .. by 2pm, is actually might having curfew ?! (darurat). Stay beside the TV for the latest updates .. and yeah . Curfew did happen at some certain places, but confirm the schools, Uni, Tadika is all close.

Life is still life .. ups and downs.. interesting .. hehe. Tonight m kinda sugar high .. no idea y .. =) But sugar high is better than grumpy isnt it ?

haha k la .. Will stop here .. 12/8 is the birthday of my blog !!!!

:: Hillsong United - Awesome God ::

Big changes, short time

Oh well, another super duper hazey day .. the whole day is like staying in Genting, but the diff, one is fog and another is haze .. one is cooling, another is hot !! Stay at home, facing com .. a normal routine .. and guess wat.. some duno wat jambatan is so smart .. and they came here and start spraying the mosquito .. the day is like blur blur .. haze everywhere .. and they came and "Brrrrrrrrrrrrr.........." *white smoke and smelly smoke fills the air*. How smart are they, wonder do we have to give them an award .. is either they wanna kill the mosquito only .. or they wanna kill the humans as well ..

Went out lunch with parents (yes .. I took my lunch today) no where to go in this kinda hazey day, went CenterPoint and went up the 2nd floor -- Champ's. Got myself a big giant bowl of Prawn Mee which contain 2 KingKong size prawns. Sad is .. the taste is bad for today, add too much salt in the soup. Urgh
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Came online right after my dinner, check mails, type devotion . and chatting all done in the same time. Fixed HuayMing's blog as well. Somehow .. I just realise, that a person can change so much just within a short period of time. Is been a long time since I chatted with her, and today I start chatting with her and got lots of stuff to catch up. Is like .. few months never catch up .. and I feel that .. is like I just knew her or something like that. Or maybe I kinda outdate ?? Well.... is really sad when u get to noe some ppl just changed so much.. and is like the fren become a stranger to u. Once hang out together.. fooling around and now, I dun think I able to recognize the fren anymore, changed so much and no longer is the person that I knew last time. This is life I guess. Ups and downs.

"No one enters the destiny of my life without leaving a mark on it forever"

Is true neway .. knowing frens is easy, having a long term frendship is hard .. and keeping a frendship till forever is the hardest thing. Ppl come .. ppl go .. ppl do change. They changed so much .. and I dun think I able to accept them anymore .. The longest frend I still having now is Jeff, know him since 13 years old and 9 years pass, still counting I can sure of that, but how long can it last? I hope it do last forever. I dun really haf any best buddy or so .. best frens .. and best frens .. hmm. Elaine ane Iyin .. both my best frens .. or maybe buddy ? =) Know them at least 7 years by now.

Is alwiz nice to know ppl around, is alwiz nice when u haf buddy or buddies, we alwiz say .. Frens4eva. But how many of them can actually last ??

:: Listening - Avalon : Everything to Me ::

FGA + Bat Kut Teh !!

Was suppose to post this on Sunday ..but forget wats the reason that I forget to post, so lets ganti today. =) Erm ..actually nothing happen today so nothing to post bout todays as well....

Sunday - 07.08.2005

Woke up 8.20am, by my phone.. read the msg *blur blur * "morning kor .. are u on ur way ?" *Totally awake* Wat time ?? is 8.20am !! I suppose to woke up at 7.30 am and pick Esther mui and RueyWen up and off to FGA, the service starts at 9am .. and now I am so so latee ! Jumped off from bed, rushed to bathroom .. cleaned up myself within 5 min (Thank God for all the years I've learn in AFC)

Sped all the way to FGA KL, which is located in Old Klang Road, Sunday morning the traffic is alwiz clear =). Missed the Praise and Worship session, but still able to listen part of the message from Pastor I guess. Then .. starts the 40 days of Purpose .. MingYuan is one of the final 33, and thats the reason why we were here, instead of attending our own churches. Somehow, he cant get thru the 1st stage.. but we still stayed up till the whole things end, to see who won the iPOD, Handphone and Camera.

After everything .. it was around 12noon. Decided to had BatKutTeh at somewhere in Paramount. Ordered our food and drinks then while waiting, as usual yakking around the table and laughing .. not to forget, RueyWen and her cold jokes .. Esther's dad with Zoe and Gwen joined us later on the table... =P her dad is fun actually .. once he arrive b4 he started to eat (the food was ordered b4 he reached) He said "Wah .. all the tall ppl are here ... shorties goes to another table" =P the tall ppl are suppose to be , he himself, Ruey,MingYuan and me .. the shorties are those name not mention =P

Food was ok .. price was erm .. so so, service .. better not mention. and the bill was Rm 68.18 nice number eh ?? hehe. Uncle left Zoe and Gwen followed my car back, no supprise =) Im kinda close to her family .. so her parents actually trusted me. Took some pictures b4 we left the place, possers pic, which one of them is posted below =). So .. by now the car is with MingYuan, Ruey, Esther, Zoe, Gwen and me .. and is getting more and more noisy !!! U wont wanna noe how cranky everyone will be with that amount of ppl in the car (fetching at least 1000 ppl around last year is not extragerated eh)

Back home .. totally exhausted ..not enuff sleep for a nite and out for 7 hours.. took some nap .. and .... erm .. *scratch head* cant remember wat did I do =P

:: Listening - Pop Shuvit : Conversation ::

Is Monday ! Here is some Monday comics strips .. enjoy !!

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=P Possers .. hehe
Benjamin_ET

Me and Moving Camera =)

Alriteeeee.. Saturday is a church day for me =). Pssst .. dun tell my parents, if not I will be so dead. Been sneaking to church every Saturday for more than 7 months.

Attend Kingdom Keys class with a lil late, been postponed and canceled our class over and over again ,so no matter how, today haf to get it done. Chapter 8 is a long one neway =), a total of 29 pages .. no idea how much we did today, coz I left the class at 4 for da camera duty.

Was suppose to ganti someone on the PA camera, but once I there, Andrew told me help to set up the moving camera, lets see .. after the 1st time, I havent been set up any of the camera at all. Everything was ok ... just duno where is the remote control plug point for the camera, and couldnt locate the cable. Ohhh kie .. so someone came down and show me where exactly those stuff are .. so .. Ah-ha ! I got it now. White balance done easily =P.

Went back to PA box, and I was been ordered to stand by for the Moving camera, so some explanation for my 1st time using that camera, and ... everything was fine to me =) so far so goood la , is not that hard as the Camera A. Talked to Esther jie jie for some stuff, she passed me this form and I have to filled up and come to office during office hour. Blur a lil while, and just when I realise that the service is already started, I jumped out from sit and grab the camera and stand by .. *nervous* Got stuck with the cabel again .. argh ! *walk.. walk .. erks .. stuck !! *, *pulls pulls* Go up the stage, down the stage, take some shots and so on .. sometihng like .. record whatever I like =P

After praise and worship .. back to camera and seriously .. having some trouble with the cable once again and same as the moving tripod !! Is either too tight or too lose, cant get the way I want it .. pulling here and there, getting abit frustation with it .. and .. finally able to control abit.. hmm. Was actually worried bout the batt gone off .. (actually, it is suppose to be happen) but end up . when the batt ends, the service ends =P. Today is Ps. Carey giving talk .. *knocks head* cant recall back on what she says, I dun even noe bout those notes.. urgh ...

Okiee .. end of the service, and I did few mistakes while doing the video shooting .. =( Lets see ...

• I "ceroboh" ppl's territory (urgh .. there is actually territory ?!)
  
• Next time go up the stage better wear black (I thought I PA camera ma... )
  
• During slow songs, I still moving quite fast. (I shall learn more slow)
  
• Is better to shoot those scene that having ppl in it ( okie okie =) )
  
• Dun move away so fast and alwiz notice the screen (oops .. not again.. soweee !)

But ler .. not all so bad la .. at least not that shakey like last time doing Camera A ..I changed my own way to grab hold the camera. Annnd ........ I did a gooooood shot !!! Everyone wubs it !! =D *wheeeeeeeeeeee !! * Is actually my fav style of shooting .. It was ..erm .. there is 3 backup singers stand in a row .. so I just take the shot, while the standing in 1 row using medium distance shot =). Never realise how they like it, maybe coz I used it tooo frequent ? Actually I wanted to diff style, but fail to. Nvm .. lets try again next time.

Well well... days is not that bad, just tired after standing for whole service. But at least now I get to use every single camera before ! =D

:: Listening - Hillsong United : Only One ::

CF + Assunta + Whacky CG

Okieeeee.. lets see how I suppose arrange today's blog .. erm.. did I EVER arrange ? =P aaah .. nvm, just put it normal way will do I guess. Start from top to botttom =) I mean .. the starting of the day till end.

As usual .. is Friday !! What else you will expect ?? of coz with CHS CF! Pretty nothing much to say bout it, dint get myself so involve somehow .. fading away. Catch up with some ppl like CheeKin, RueyWen, Jolene, Joanne, ZhengDe, KwanYew, Dw, Ming and so on .. Lets see, the thing I wanna share is, Prayer is very powerful.. They (CF peeps) pray for the rain, and it did rain in the morning (according wat they say) but ... not in my place la. Somehow .. the song Rain Down is powerful, most of the time we sing it .. and it will rain. Just like what happen today, wind blows while the song is started to play .. and the rain stops when the end of high praise, and say bye bye to those haze !! =)

So .. went to Assunta to help out with TianAn, Liz, Jonathan, James and Shane in the car with me. Reach there and still able to help out some .. at least the passing the chairs is fun tho =D. I mean .. yeah is suppose to be helping .. but we got that much of ppl to work together, that we can actually form a line and start passing the chairs and able to get it done less than 5 min =). Lets see .. the CHS itself got at least 10 ppl .. and add in the Assunta-rians. So .. no supprise eh? Hmm .. duno who bought the drinks for us, so kind of he/she .. and the teacher bought us the foood ! I mean .. Cakess !! hehe the taste of it is O-K .. but better than dun haf la =D. So .. after some alas perut .. they decide go canteen and get some proper food, saw Evelyn (the gal I knew during their Assunta rally), saw Rachel (the gal I knew from carolling last year)... and .. who else ? ooh .. May as well. Hey ! I just realise that I actually wearing the Assunta Rally tee today when I was there .. kewl eh ? =D *thumbs up*

Rush back .. and start cracking my head wat song should I get for tonite's CG .. get the worship songs done easily .. but not for da fast song. Lying on bed .. holding my guitar .. playing some songs .. then ..ZzzzZzzZzz . =P Woke up at least 40 min later .. with my hand numb ! LOL .. left hand still pressing some chord, and right hand still remain some plucking position .. hehee. Thank God that my dad came back early ..way so early and brought my mom out to JW Mariott Hotel for duno wat function dinner .. so ... Yay !!!! CG tonite without getting nag !! *jumping around*

Arrive on time =D. But I guess is better to be late abit ..hmm. When time passes by .. I getting more and more nervous and stress !!! After 4 years and this is only my 2nd time to lead worship. It was ..erm .... okaaaay I guess. Trying to play the song Shout to the Lord on guitar, so confidence with the chords, but once I played ... *eh ?? y cannot mix with piano wan?!* Thought wrong chords or so .. but .. later Hazel told me the guitar is out of tune... aah .. hehe no wonder =P. So neway, I really really not good in leading stuff. Thanks alot Meiyii, for helping me out .. =) and giving the opportunities to lead worship again after so long.

Refresh the message that pastor talked bout last week, I kinda miss it due to doing the camera. After the msg, prayers !! and we decide -- Pot Bless (or pot luck?) next CG !! but what time does it start ?? and who bring what ?? eh eh .. Meiyii ! is either I miss it or havent decide .. hehe update is needed !! =D. Havings lots of talks ..and lots of topics till lots track of it. *grins* But .. there is this special drink for me .. the 1st time ever I try that, and I guess same goes to others =) --- the Milo Ga Dan (name from Huiyii) is actually the Milo + egg =P It was so yuckie when heard of it, but then taste is seriously not baaad .. if wanna try come to SS2 CG and join the whacky CG =P. and .. yeah .. left my things behind .. erks ..

So ..where was I ?? haha nvm la .. getting late adi, guess I wanna sleeep also .. niteeeeey !

:: Listening - Hillsong : Forever ::

My eyes .. mua eyes .. *sniff *

Stupiak haze !! Is such a smokey day, was infront of my com this evening, and sudd I smell smoke .. looking around .. and the 1st thought is my CPU ! *check check .. * hmm .. then should be my monitor .. *sniff sniff* Erks .. not both of them . Went to the windows .. Eeeeww !! Haze !!!

My eyes is so doink pain .. is so dried up ! Thanks but no thanks to those ppl who lurve to burn their sampah sarap.. I remembered the rain did poured down early in the morning.. but y is it still so hot and why is there the haze prob again !!

Sigh .. my eyes is so dried up .. and makes me wanna sleep already, getting very sleepless nowadays and still duno y. Bad dreams ?? Stress ?? or I've think too much ?? =( God .. pls grant me a goodnite rest tonite O Lord ..

One of the song that stuck in my mind ..

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again

And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
And it's me you need to show

Chorus:
How deep is your love
I really need to learn
cause we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest darkest hour
You're my saviour when I fall
And you may not think
I care for you
When you know down inside
That I really do
And it's me you need to show

:: Listening - Hillsong United : Awesome God ::

Is this just my life ??

Well ..well .. is this just my life ??? Nvm... everyday facing my mom and listening to all her negative thoughts, complaints bout her sickness .. I really can go crazy, sometimes do things for her good, and in the end I got all the scoldings n blamming .. and here goes all her "routine playback" yada yada, got angry .. (u cant blame me if u in my situation) scolded her for good .. and got angry when heard wat she says (better not mention here) .. and I just will get a terrible headache, and dizzy .. this is real bad I guess.

Yesterday .. out for whole day. Woke up in the morning, go for some breakfast in duno wat place, and end up the food was not bad. Off to 1u to get some tix for the movie -- Seven Sword. A weird show I can say .. bout 7 swords given to 7 diff person and they some sort have to fight against those bad guys. Some show that with some scenes like .. Knights of the round table that on the cinema a year back or so ... or is it King Arthur ? Somehow .. they just intro the name of 4 person out of 7 .. and the camera dint show how the others look like (?!) .. neway .. quite .. O-K la .. not too baaaad la .. but is long .. 2 hours ? =)

Came back and rest for 1 or 2 hours .. then out again, to Sunway Convention Center for the City Harvest 4th Annivesary. Went there with Jaslyn .. fail to call Andrew .. due to he still sleeping at that time. Got a fast dinner and go up the 10th floor. The hall is crowded and almost pack .. went to get Jefferey and look for Kent, spotted Daniel and Benjamin as well. Thanks alot to the ushers that actually give away their seat to us. As usual .. started with very vibrant way .. kewl dancing and nice praise and worship. Although with 90% of the song that I never heard b4.

Nice talk from Ps Mike Connell. He got a very unique way of laughing. Pure old man style ?? =) powerful msg, lots of ppl got saved that nite, at least a number of 30. He prayed for some peeps that need the prayer, miracles happenning all over the place, seeing ppl crying and so on. The nite .. God is with me. *smiles*

Catch up with Jefferey a while after so long, and yet he forget my bday !! Waaaaaat la .. hmph .. =P . Go yum cha with Andrew at Asia Cafe, ordered a Malta .. and go back home terus stomach prob .. is it because of the drink or .. ??

Oh ... some doink dogs in my area stuck me in my car when I back .. stupiak maniac dogs !! chasing my car and nearly cause me into accidents for few times. few of them chasing beside my car .. and some of them blocking my way. Siao la ..

The only thing i feel now is moody .. and moody and moody .

:: Listening - Hillsong United : All for Love ::